The Lure of Dignity – A Deceptive Addiction

The Singer - By Calvin Miller

I learned at a very early age that personal dignity was hard-won but easily lost. I also learned how sweet dignity tasted. I became a dignity addict, hungry to prolong the high that dignity provided and fearful that my supply would be snatched out of my hands.

My hunger for dignity has lured me to develop strategies to get people to treat me with the respect I so coveted. Chief among my strategies was using the gifts God has given me to elicit praise from others. He’s graciously given me both mental and spiritual gifts: clarity of thought, ability to excel academically, discernment, a measure of wisdom, skill at teaching – all good gifts, and I am thankful for their presence.

Now there ’s nothing wrong with recognizing the presence of gifts and skills, but there’s a lot wrong with using those gifts to start feeling special. There’s also nothing wrong with savoring respect, but there’s a lot wrong with performing for others to gain their respect. Such interchanges often look so innocuous: I make a clever remark; people enjoy my verbal skills; we all laugh together and I feel special. Aha! I accomplished another goal.

Limits Expose a Lie

Some of you may know that earlier this year I had a stroke which has impacted my field of vision and made it hard to accomplish tasks that used to be easy. At times when I struggle with a task, I feel not dignity but shame. Event by event, I’m discovering more vividly how deeply I have depended on my accomplishments to earn respect from others.

God has, post-stroke, left me with many long-standing gifts. He has, however, also left me with limits that are new to my life. Still, in His utter goodness, God is using these limits to expose a lie I never realized I believed.

What was that lie? I had almost unconsciously assumed that dignity was something I had to attain, rather than something I already had.

The Dignity of God

Recently, as I was waking up, the phrase “the dignity of God” kept coming to mind. I couldn’t figure out where I’d seen that phrase. Then I remembered Calvin Miller’s poem from his book The Singer. In Miller’s poem, Jesus (“The Singer”) and Satan (“The World-Hater”) dialog as they watch a hopeless mass of urban sameness, hungry for a living song. Here’s their conversation:

  • The World-Hater: “Does the senseless empty crowd offend you?”
  • The Singer: “How did you do manage to make them cherish all this nothingness?”
  • The World-Hater: “I simply make them embarrassed to admit that they are incomplete. I teach them to exalt their emptiness and in this preserve the dignity of man.”
  • The Singer: “They need the dignity of God.”
  • The World Hater: “You tell them that. I sell a cheaper product.”

I have long been lured into settling for a cheaper product: the dignity of man, that dignity for which we rightly hunger yet wrongly try to accomplish on our own. The Cheaper Product wears us out and sucks joy from our hearts. But the dignity of God? His dignity is restful and dependable. It cannot be lost or snatched away or diminished by our limitations.

Sometimes I l forget that I already have the dignity of God and am free to stop my senseless striving for man-generated dignity. How about you?

A Prayer

Lord, lead us all to trust and savor the dignity You unfailingly, consistently, and generously provide. We give You our thanks.

The Lure of Dignity – A Deceptive Addiction
© Lynne Fox, 2018
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4 thoughts on “The Lure of Dignity – A Deceptive Addiction

  • October 30, 2018 at 4:09 pm
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    Lynne,
    What a powerful truth. Praying God continues to bring healing and grace to you. Love and hugs 🙂 Thanks for continuing to write though it is a much more challenging task than before.

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    • November 1, 2018 at 5:51 pm
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      Dolly, It was sogood to see your comment, and thank you for your love, hugs, and prayers.

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  • October 26, 2018 at 8:09 am
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    This is excellent, Lynne! I went the path of indulgence in the pleasures and promises of the world while feeling loathsome and unacceptable to God. Very low self esteem. Even after meeting Jesus in 1962 I did not know I had been “accepted in the beloved.” If I had not cone close to death in a NDE experience I would have died not knowing who I really am in Christ! Thank our God for His mercy and grace and chesed (loyal love). God is with you!

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    • October 28, 2018 at 12:02 pm
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      Lambert, it is our mutual friend Ted Wise who taught me who I am in Christ. You may have noticed that my book “Grappling with Your Identity” begins with me expressing my deep appreciation to Ted for teaching me such foundational truth. I am so thankful that our Lord taught you this same truth with your NDE experience. God is so good to us!

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